Today is tuesday.
Mmmm, dreadful Tuesdays. How i don't anticipate its arrival every week.
Thursdays fall in the same category for me.
Why you ask? well, tuesdays and thursdays are when i have to go and
see my mother. i dont anticipate seeing my mother either.everytime i see my mother, its as if im a different person. i step out of myself and become a quiet, to my-self individual who cant relate to this person. This person is not a regular person. My mother is one who doesnt have the capacity to understand anything, but instead finds that her explanations of the things around her are correct and accurate. No questions should be asked. when im visiting my mother, my ears are attentively listening to whats coming next. i should be a pro at human behaviors and mannerism identification that leads to some sort of problem/situation. Shes subconsciously taught me this gift.
Today was an average day, nothing exciting that i can remember.
It was pretty chill actually. Its been raining all week, and i still havent fully recovered
from my cold. So, most probably i will attend tennis practice tomorrow.
I was looking through my notes that i have written up on my phone and so far,
ive managed to write up 58 notes. i know what your thinking..and yes, i neither have the slightest clue as to why i wrote so many. i tried deleting some and i just couldn't.
I found one that i had written in the summer and it was some song that i concocted that was so long, it could be better described as a poem. so, im going to go with that.
My poem was titled, "His love". It was so beautiful and poignant. i re-read it for i dont know,the gajillionth time and i felt like my heart was being pulled. The Poem is about how the Lord loves us with such an indescribable love that he gave it all, to in turn, be with us. He made us to have a relationship with Him. Were such ignorant humans sometimes that we keep on closing the door in Jesus's face when all He wants to do is to have a relationship with us. how remarkable is that?
hes so great, he deserves more than us. He truly does.
P.S:
"Hes more than a friend.."
"Yeah, hes a friend friend. its a step up from friend.haha"
-Jeanine
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Tuesday, February 02, 2010
"friend friend."
Today is tuesday.
Mmmm, dreadful Tuesdays. How i don't anticipate its arrival every week.
Thursdays fall in the same category for me.
Why you ask? well, tuesdays and thursdays are when i have to go and
see my mother. i dont anticipate seeing my mother either.everytime i see my mother, its as if im a different person. i step out of myself and become a quiet, to my-self individual who cant relate to this person. This person is not a regular person. My mother is one who doesnt have the capacity to understand anything, but instead finds that her explanations of the things around her are correct and accurate. No questions should be asked. when im visiting my mother, my ears are attentively listening to whats coming next. i should be a pro at human behaviors and mannerism identification that leads to some sort of problem/situation. Shes subconsciously taught me this gift.
Today was an average day, nothing exciting that i can remember.
It was pretty chill actually. Its been raining all week, and i still havent fully recovered
from my cold. So, most probably i will attend tennis practice tomorrow.
I was looking through my notes that i have written up on my phone and so far,
ive managed to write up 58 notes. i know what your thinking..and yes, i neither have the slightest clue as to why i wrote so many. i tried deleting some and i just couldn't.
I found one that i had written in the summer and it was some song that i concocted that was so long, it could be better described as a poem. so, im going to go with that.
My poem was titled, "His love". It was so beautiful and poignant. i re-read it for i dont know,the gajillionth time and i felt like my heart was being pulled. The Poem is about how the Lord loves us with such an indescribable love that he gave it all, to in turn, be with us. He made us to have a relationship with Him. Were such ignorant humans sometimes that we keep on closing the door in Jesus's face when all He wants to do is to have a relationship with us. how remarkable is that?
hes so great, he deserves more than us. He truly does.
P.S:
"Hes more than a friend.."
"Yeah, hes a friend friend. its a step up from friend.haha"
-Jeanine
Mmmm, dreadful Tuesdays. How i don't anticipate its arrival every week.
Thursdays fall in the same category for me.
Why you ask? well, tuesdays and thursdays are when i have to go and
see my mother. i dont anticipate seeing my mother either.everytime i see my mother, its as if im a different person. i step out of myself and become a quiet, to my-self individual who cant relate to this person. This person is not a regular person. My mother is one who doesnt have the capacity to understand anything, but instead finds that her explanations of the things around her are correct and accurate. No questions should be asked. when im visiting my mother, my ears are attentively listening to whats coming next. i should be a pro at human behaviors and mannerism identification that leads to some sort of problem/situation. Shes subconsciously taught me this gift.
Today was an average day, nothing exciting that i can remember.
It was pretty chill actually. Its been raining all week, and i still havent fully recovered
from my cold. So, most probably i will attend tennis practice tomorrow.
I was looking through my notes that i have written up on my phone and so far,
ive managed to write up 58 notes. i know what your thinking..and yes, i neither have the slightest clue as to why i wrote so many. i tried deleting some and i just couldn't.
I found one that i had written in the summer and it was some song that i concocted that was so long, it could be better described as a poem. so, im going to go with that.
My poem was titled, "His love". It was so beautiful and poignant. i re-read it for i dont know,the gajillionth time and i felt like my heart was being pulled. The Poem is about how the Lord loves us with such an indescribable love that he gave it all, to in turn, be with us. He made us to have a relationship with Him. Were such ignorant humans sometimes that we keep on closing the door in Jesus's face when all He wants to do is to have a relationship with us. how remarkable is that?
hes so great, he deserves more than us. He truly does.
P.S:
"Hes more than a friend.."
"Yeah, hes a friend friend. its a step up from friend.haha"
-Jeanine
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