walked all day, heart in hand.

i was walking the halls, head up high.

luckily i didn't even fall.

times are tough and my heart needs some air.

contracting expanding, im suprised it hasnt walked out on me.

Today i was reminded of all the people that ive lost forever. 

i dont really know why but this week has just been sp wrapped around the thought of them.

i was reading a book of testimonies that my bestfriend gave me today..and i almost started crying in math class.

it was SO sad, and wonderful at the same time. 

So many people came to know christ because of one kid.

one kid.

can change the world.

how amazing is that?

one of my good friends neppie was reading it too and he had been going through the loss of 

a family members as well.

remember, The earthquake that happened in Haiti on January 12. 2010?

well, neppie had family there and he lost them.

i literally started tearing up,

my throat was on fire and my stomach wanted to burst.

i was so moved. 

He was so strong. 

its so beautiful when you see boys yearning for God.

its just, wow.

i hugged him and he tole me, "Jeanine, stay strong. dont give up. perservere and everything will be fine. i know it will. Just stand strong." 

OK. im not even going to lie.

i couldve passed out. 

that was the most perfect thing anyone couldve told me, at that moment.

i thanked him and we went our separate ways to our classes. 

i walked to class and i felt like if i was in third person.

like as if, i was there but not really.

i felt like praising God at that moment but that wasnt fesable 

i sang to myself.

i sang a sweeter song.

Thank you Lord,

Thank you.

Jeanine