he's always holding on

Recently, the trials and the rains have been beating down a lot harder. I find that even though the world seems to be collapsing around me, The Lord and his love is still and forever will be, a constant. He always finds a way to remind us of this love, when the flesh starts to doubt. His love will never go away, no matter how far we run away or how many times we hurt him..he'll always be around. He'll always be cheering you on to do the right thing, to let go of everything you know and follow him to the end.


Sometimes, We all get so caught up in our problems that we start to rely on them to determine what the future may hold for us, or just how the day will end. Smiles become rare and if one makes its place on our faces, theyre just there to hold us back from spilling out everything behind the facade. To trick ourselves from thinking that we can do it alone. Tied together with a smile.

but we cant, we're just humans.

on Friday, i went to pillow talk at my church.
its like an all-nighter church thing.
i had a great time, even though i was dead tired.
i felt so peaceful. i didnt think about my mom or anything..and that's a first.
i loved it.

my dad picked me up at 7am.
i had been up for 26 hours and thursday night i only slept five.
then, my dad dropped us off at my moms and i slept for four hours.
at 12, we we're already on our way to the Seaquarium.
i drank coffee and i was still super tired.
it wasnt until 6pm when i got home that i was able to really sleeeeeep.
that was my friday/saturday.lol

P.S: I believe.

Jeanine